Halo Times

Take a bow - Madonna

2009-05-07T14:25:00.000-07:00

Very meaningful lyrics, once a song I related to.

Friendships can fades.

2009-05-05T14:24:00.000-07:00

How can I put the right words to this ?

Then.
We were friends for many many years and shared a great companion together. We never argue nor have I ever recall we had any disagreement. You did fact out that I was your only gay friend.

More than a year passed, no return calls or reply messages from you. In fact there was nothing I heard of you.

Now.
Our paths meets again. You smiled and I respond the same and added a friendly wave. But you paused yourself and expected an approach. It really does hurt me inside that I can only afford to do nothing more than that.

A friend witness the moment and curiously told me off to greet you. Somehow I refused to do so because I didn't find it was worthy. I miss you.

The things people do to get a compliment.

2009-05-05T12:46:00.000-07:00

Yes I'm aware and yes I do notice that I had put on a few pounds. I'm not denying because it's true and it's obvious. What I mostly don't understand is why one had to personally come up to me and compare himself to get noticed?

Like seriously, is he really that sad ? I think he just proved himself the lacking of attention and he craves for it mindlessly.

Funny it may seems but these people exists.

The Three Witches

2009-04-24T12:45:00.000-07:00

They were known as the three sisters running a food stall together. Rumoured to be mouthful to anyone even to their own customers. Together with their aluminium pot in the middle, they look no different than any of your fairytales witches you ever known or imagined.

It was friday. I came there with no intentions than buying a drink near their stall. On that period it happened to be a young girl temporary running the shift. The witches of east wick came out from their tiny cave stall and gave me this curiousity evil eye. Assumingly I am flirting with the GIRL.

How percuilar ? lolx.

I am not new to that place but have not anyone notice my gay obviousity ?

To added the complicity, the other said to the other loudly clear for me to hear. This is what the witch said
" This is what men do when they're not in the mosque! "

You know, I could have turn right away and fought back. But I have to choose my own battles and this isnt one. Karma is bitch, i hope that witch gets it soon.

Love is so blind when you feels right when is wrong.

2009-04-24T12:01:00.000-07:00

Is time for you take responsibility for your own choices that you made. If you're not satisfied then do something about it. We are still all ears for you but provided you do want to correct yourself.

Stop composing your sad-stories and doubts over and over again. Sometimes I and Madamme gets confuse of what you're doing now.

Do you talk pride for what you have done and scarifices for him or do you
hopefully waiting for the tables will turn someday and that one day he'll be appericated ?

Either way, I and Madamme speak no more of your problems unless you want it to solve.

Wish you all the best.